Bad thoughts a lot lately,

No, I don’t think I’m depressed at all… but I have no idea what it is. I don’t want to exist half the time and my past comes up in my head a lot. All I want is to move forward - I thought I was? Of course not. It’s been nearly half a year now and I still feel pain, while you feel none. That dream sure did fuck me up. Hopefully a few months from now everything will be better, I’ll be really moving on, too much coming up on my plate to have to bother with anything else.